Is it so wrong to feel the way i do?
if not, then tell me exactly why i do,
cause i was true, i wanted to try,
you wanted to excuse yourself with a lie,
i didn't die, on the outside but
deep down my heart still stays shut,
i wish when you had a problem, revolve it
right to me and i would always solve it,
all i still feel with no communication at all,
some frustration but i prevent the fall,
fighting the pain, writing the insane,
so my brain can stay just a bit sane,
i miss you and now it's tough to write,
as much as i used to each and every night,
i wish you would admit you never felt right,
but it's my heart hoping for a buzzer beater tonight.