Not sure if another hollow smile could be faked,
or if another empty moment i could make,
always mistake a girl with brains, looks and a heart,
for a girl who i could afford to start,
never thinking when we part it'll affect me,
i fully respect you, why can't you respect me?
if you expect me to be a mess since you're gone,
you're wrong, i just hate being somewhere i don't belong,
hard to sleep in my bed, too many memories,
that wake me up, my nightmare enemies,
old friends to me now are nowhere to be found,
i won't make a complaint cause i can't make a sound,
if no one is around to hear me talk,
a couple more books, a couple more walks,
until i am back to the good you showed i could be,
even if the place i am isn't months ago where i would be.