Two fat blunts had to smoke myself,
pretended to still be sick and needed no help,
why spend nights with wastes, if i was broke,
they'd be no friends cause i couldn't smoke,
so i choose to go more solo, shoot first,
grab a pen and paper so the memories don't get worse,
this life of mine is a curse, it hurts, it's fine,
cause we only have one and this one is mine,
music will be the way to empty out my soul,
daily, like when i use the toilet bowl,
cause my soul mostly keeps shit, constipated,
but i refuse to quit, must be frustrated,
damnit i hate it, why can't we be,
everything last Summer i swore i could see,
can't have been mistaken, i saw something in your eyes,
then slowly watched it die til there was nothing left but goodbye.