I can see you lying, staring at your pretty eyes,
why do i even choose to try?
it seems you're more disappointed each time we talk,
i get the hint, i'll take a long walk,
in time i won't be able to picture any,
of the girls who knew me as Rennie,
in time i won't recall a single name,
of any girl who played the game,
twenty two as you lay on my hotel floor,
tug on my hoody strings, remember the score,
no more is what i promised myself when leaving,
if you want to reverse it, good luck; still grieving,
twenty three as i write out some silly words,
post as Silver Lining and hope none think me absurd,
cause i dwell much, forgive less, regret more,
then the man i once was before.