A whole year spent trying to do things right,
a whole year spent living a lonely life,
i was trying to lengthen my sight,
but got backtacked by a cyph,
i belong with me, none other,
only by force with my father and brother,
a small family of 3 who all think,
of drowning their sorrows, memories void in the sink,
i don't think you're right for me when
i am the only one who thinks of how it could've been,
was it all some farfetched dream?
or was it really as it seemed?
tell me now, God, what's my path?
i hate to do it but i gotta ask,
too close to see the whole puzzle,
only go from one rejection to two struggles.