I can't hold this anymore,
my mind grows weary replaying what's stored,
you're a light i try to follow to this day,
never mind the reason, it's all for the way,
you treated me when i was awarded kisses,
calmed me down when i stacked up on my misses,
now what is this? you can't even calm me?
when you felt down it used to subconsciously alarm me,
yet now when i need someone, anyone, just need help,
i've tried to put it aside wasting time on my shelf,
just to find her in every novel, where can i run?
to feel just like you, it-never-happened type of done,
you hung me up, then waited to pull me down,
donated me to Goodwill so you won't see me around,
but Goodwill declined, sent me to a landfill,
to live out the rest of my days in a stand still.