Again i took a shotgun to the chest,
in my sunday best i thought i was blessed,
with ever having a chance, not a chance with death,
she asked if i'm finished and i said not yet,
no regrets, never bought you flowers,
or fantasized about you and I in the shower,
til this early hour, your smile is never endin,
please death, just give me a few more to fill a sentence,
is there a way to mend this? was it real or
did you only see me as an easy dealer?
maybe i should have asked what're you here for,
i was too blind, you were here more,
was it a fee or did you just like grinning?
hope you enjoy the fact that i'm not winning,
now the 20th inning, it don't feel like it used to,
frustration and desire, a mixture that's unusual.