Nervous as a rabbit, pain is my trade,
i left you because i was afraid,
even if you didn't once say,
i still felt so much in your way,
frightened like a bird, sudden sounds send me flying,
words keep me trying, doubt start its dying,
i let you down, sorry i wasn't more,
then a phoney smile hiding frowns behind the door,
worried like a doomsday prepper, it might hurt if
one day i found out all this prepping wasn't really worth it,
never a sound or text after my planned departure,
i was in the way, sorry if i hurt ya,
determined like a salmon going up a stream, a bear ate,
all this work just to simply procreate?
i let you down, now my tail is between my legs,
forever you'll limp me till i'm using one peg.