Sometimes i wanna give up, maybe i still might,
why do i allow myself to even still write?
won't again pick up a mic or go to a free show,
cause i refuse to remember the girl i used to know,
on both hands i have my pick, each could speak
more beautifully then before, and each was more unique,
the last few keep me weak, afraid of ever trying,
so i make up some excuse for our flame to be dying,
push away any girl who show interest,
cause of you i think no one is into this,
take my confidence and never return it,
tape it on paer, light it and burn it,
maybe i put up with this stress cause i know,
life works in strange way but always shows
a bit of what's owed, or karma reverts it,
takes away a bit of what's perfect.