Warmth forgotten, wake up to a chill,
that was last Thursday yet still,
i fall asleep tonight knowing tomorrow i will,
wake up with lights out still to a chill,
hear every whisper now, improving my hearing,
fixing my GPS and improving my stearing,
keep on jeering, clapping and applauding,
until i hear her cheers i'll think it all appauling,
pissing in my ears like a stall in a bathroom,
until i walk out with no more gloom,
did i see you actually try? or simply pretend?
foreseeing the unknown, i knew it would end,
too good to be true, so i let her walk away,
why didn't she at least tell me instead of lead me astray?
for weeks i thought it was me, now i know it's true,
in the end the shining truth is i wasn't good enough for you.