I've been sitting here awhile staring at a blank page,
wondering what i can explain and wishing i was a past age,
figuring out what thought will initially start,
my pen moving on each line, like beans to a fart,
should have tried to reason and explain,
instead of moving seasons and erasing my brain,
remember how you were always able to produce a smile,
something i haven't found in a girl for a while,
no matter where i'm laying down resting,
or if i'm at class acting smart and testing,
i will carry the memory of you where ever i go,
if only i could grow some guts and let you know,
i remember when, you texted me all day,
now i wish the excuse you don't was San-day,
i'll pack up and move, just give me time,
for me to make us right in my mind.