Maybe you want me, have a hard time showing it,
so you can't blame me for never knowing it,
the way the blunts still roll the same when with you,
makes me wonder why i ever even missed you,
a damn good kisser, with a crazy good body,
what does it all add up to? the one who shot me,
never wore my kevlar around her, i trusted,
now i'm left graciously feeling disgusted,
the level that you were on, no girl could be,
which is why it's killing me you don't want me,
why i calmed down, stayed content in my pocket,
never scrambled out, stayed home and locked it,
the way she looks, gotta make it meaningless,
gotta pretend that i didn't even enjoy one kiss,
even when i wish nothing but the best for you,
i'll pretend that you're nothing and ignore you.