Foggy room, candles lit to fight the sour,
motivational messages haunt my walls to fight the power,
thanks to radio towers the connection is perfect,
and that extra ten i put in a month seems worth it,
cause 3 days out of the week i watch my sport,
it takes my mind off pain the sort
of pain that fries your brain to a veggie state,
insane that i again saw a steady mate,
not so great now that i can truly see,
exactly the kind of girl she appears to be,
what's wrong with me? Am i not fucked up enough?
do i act too different? Am i not to you tough?
must be something this much i can assume,
cause no longer do i see you in my room,
only cause me doom so i try to stay awake,
to keep away the dreams of you my mind makes.