All i have, is lying right in front of me,
thinking a fling more was sure dumb of me,
this is the way you chose it to be,
you living happy, me struggling just to breathe,
it's okay, i know you don't want me anymore,
long dealt with you closing our door,
knew it the day you returned, no urge to see me,
so i knew i had to disappear quickly,
no one here with me, tried the last 3,
with a girl who might keep me healthy,
but not once did i feel what i felt with you,
so all we did was sleep, sadly it's true,
maybe i've been here before, why lie?
not like i don't group them all as my butterflies,
immortal and never tired, only a few fly higher,
then certain smaller ones, so please quit calling me a liar.