Pain not only leads to grieve,
it also destroys all that you believe,
now you fail what you once achieved,
i told you if you wanna go, you can leave,
tried to act fine, lied and said it's true,
but never have i felt such like i do for you,
before this heartbreak my others were askew,
but i've never healed from a break as severe as you,
so what do i do? drink away my pain?
memories disappear for a little while, but return like a round trip train,
should have fought for you or held a campaign,
instead i locked myself away in my brain,
we both know it was good, still can't be,
we both were happy before, can't you see?
gimme a justifiable reason why i failed your degree,
sorry, i do really miss you but you'll never hear from me.