Used to go to church every sunday,
now beginning of the week blunt is the fun way,
tried to read my book and keep goin,
but i lost the battle to some melatonin,
used to be picked on, was i smelly?
wanna go back and make some punk tell me,
i'll go to hell free, no more regrets,
i gotta taste of dying but i haven't done it yet,
used to save up for 4 weeks, 5 bucks each,
just to buy some DVD like James & The Giant Peach,
if i could have known what i was before,
then i wouldn't spend that 4 week allowance at that store,
used to try but now i simply surf the flow,
keep your heart close to me long and it'll get towed,
why would i add on when hapy was who i used to be,
alone and strong is how i choose to be.