Usually i get drunk like this and you depart my mind,
but tonight this is a different kind,
cause i miss you so much, borderline deadly,
if only you said fuck changing, instead be
the most happy you can be, about we,
i realize you can only be that without me,
i'll just sit in these flames, hope you come back,
really you'll never, but i dream you run back,
probably asleep deep in dreams while i'm awake,
thoughts rumbling through me like an earthquake,
tonight i know it'll be long before i'm over this,
because of you i'll never be sober if
i can help it, maybe books are better to
put all my hopes in cause they won't leave me too,
down to my last cigarette, out of a bottle,
so tonight unlimited can't be my motto.