I feared i would forget, it's absurd,
to think i'd forget any of your words,
that you left me with through text, say it,
how else did you wish to say it?
never letting all i feel matter anymore,
rather make my wallet fatter then before,
tired of flailing against the wind,
sick of dealing with the scars i'm dealt again,
i'm falling apart again, not as bad
as before, because for once i had
a piece of true happiness, i only believe
what my brown tired eyes can see,
i can't make it go away, but i can mute,
maybe i can release you like a bowels toot,
i'm falling again and i wish it ended better,
wish when she left, i didn't just say okay and let her.