I write my name right on the dirt,
the rain quickly washes it away,
i'll keep my emotions off my shirt,
the second i forget that jazz ballet,
i lean my back against a tree,
dig in my pocket for the calm,
the pain these memories do to me,
is about to rip out of my arms,
the light is over, i fear dark,
oh how i wish you were here,
i'll take a walk down to Paul's Park,
so i can forget all our happiness this year,
delete the texts off of my cell,
i can't move on while memories are close,
how much more of this hell,
can i take standing on my own toes.