I wanted a better life then the one i lead alone,
in my home personal alcoholic in my dome,
as sure as feelings grown, the pain has too,
and there is no one else to thank but you,
the little you say to me, the big you keep,
to yourself, it's starting to get to me,
a threat to me, pension has been suspended,
until the true path has been reprimanded,
hardly understand it, roll up another joint,
i only write statuses when i must make a point,
post it as the ointment i hope can heal,
this pain you gave me, the amount is unreal,
how can i deal when i can't even sleep,
since i had a good nights sleep? about a week,
mentally strong, everything else is weak,
just like Joe Pa i need to learn to turn the other cheek.