If i shed two tears for her it'd be the most,
that i could give to her, don't mean to boast,
no need to roast my reputation, i'm not Roseanne,
even thought i could take anything, my heart is froze-anne,
always on my mind so i can never sleep,
always counting time, never counting sheep,
i'm killing myself trying to kill memories of you,
but erasing all the pain is what i try to do,
how you really felt i may never know,
because of the distance it will never show,
once the love is gone, you don't look at it the same,
only lock in and focus on the game,
i'm covered in scars but i'm still here,
even with all the rejections this year,
now i regret the day i met you,
plus the weekend one October that i let you.