I hear the cell vibrating and waking me up,
immediately i relive all the thoughts that shake me up,
poke my head out the window and feel the breeze,
then watch it leave like girls with ease,
just please ignore it when you see me stumble,
i couldn't hold onto you, somewhere i fumbled,
once wished you'd stay, now i'm not fully sure,
about the desires i wish for anymore,
i feel the weight of your eyes still when you stared,
while you blushed and smiled i tried not to compare,
cause once you go there you know it can't be fair,
to lead the girl on like you actually care,
now the thought of you outnumbers every other,
never again did i really think there'd be another,
who helps me with my mother and the bothers of my father,
a girl who had me the moment she walked out dancing calmer.