Sometimes i need to write what i'm thinking,
to keep my boat from crashing and sinking,
easy to see the silly thoughts when i read,
worry about the way my heart bleeds,
maybe to me over thinking comes naturally,
baby i have always done it actually,
passionately used to add another seven,
slept with more demons then habitants of heaven,
next one is eleven and i'll make sure,
that hitting double digits was the cure,
to this player mentality, acting like an asshole,
only caring about girls, food, and cash flow,
trying to instead go back to the real me,
when i was just me, nice and loving freely,
kicking it like Feely, all the drama stressing
my mind out and keeping me constantly second guessing.