Deadly thoughts push me,
i lost strength too,
she can't control you,
she can break me down.
Random memories hurt me,
i probably deserve this,
for acting so damn nervous,
she will break me down.
Preemptively sorry if i hit you up,
but not for anything i say,
probably just walk away again,
and i'll just hurt nightly in this bed.
Don't ever again come here,
not ever again to this place,
can't see the perfection on your face,
it did break me down.
When it all falls down,
it ain't easy, trust me,
i wish death would just touch me,
and just take me out.