What Am I Supposed to Do?

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May 2012

What am i supposed to do with all this time?
we used to spend it watching horrors while we dine,
not once did i tell anyone you were mine,
all i told em was believe me, i'm tryin,

what am i supposed to do with everything you've drawn?
taped in my book, glued in my mind when you're gone,
hard to say but you used me like a pawn,
the devil finally introduced me to his blonde spawn,

what am i supposed to do with all these memories?
is there any reason to not think them enemies?
an old past that used to be friendly to me,
but grew old and deadly to me,

what am i supposed to do when my dreams
show me something that is not what it seems?
i can't control my nights, lost control of my teams,
to a blonde devil in a tight pair of jeans.

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