For months now i'm walking around with a heartache,
cause i allowed you to make a head case of me,
can't stop thinking of you lately,
halfway there isn't the way to be,
that one October weekend you were here beside me,
stayed with me after a storm blew through,
now the storm has returned and i need you,
you came into my life to fix my downs,
fill in confidence where there was doubt,
i miss the way you used to say,
scared it's true, i actually do love you,
a mind scrambling conspiracy,
the day you told me you fell for me,
why am i such a fool?
to think i could deserve someone as beautiful as you,
in New York i am only,
a mere slither of what i could be,
i am nothing without you,
when we are together,
forever is attempted to be tethered,
yet you always find a way to undo.