Upon further inspection i begin to realize,
that all my perfection of pain was just a disguise,
could be that cause i could never have you,
that acting depressed was something i had to,
surely i'll say that i was in some pain,
every single day you conquered the countries in my brain,
and because of you i was able to again,
push right through what i thought was my end,
even through distance i feel our love,
in an instant my life would be shoved,
if there were an emergency and you,
needed me so urgently to,
come right over in a matter of hours,
i'll stay sober and pass on sours,
god gave me you for the ups and downs,
my love is true even if you're not around.