It hurts cause i know you want me to be there,
but i can't cause i know you'll never be here,
lets be fair, you know you hurt me enough,
for even a lot to sound not like enough,
my life has been rough, so why would i care?
when you call my laptop and i see your hair,
lets be fair, you hurt me too much,
took both of your thumbs and split apart my heart like a dutch,
such a gentle touch, such a gentle voice,
such a rotten heart, such a horrid choice,
eye lids are moist so lets be fair,
why would another rejection by you make me care?
my writing i share hoping the one who inspires,
see's it with her own eyes, tells me through the wires,
lets be fair, you only hired me to be part time,
ever since i learned that reality i've been having a hard time.