Thought i could wake up myself today,
could be who i want to be but,
i have lost myself along the way,
the farewell kiss, i'll blow it.
what do i mean to you?
don't lie i can see right through you,
it's all a story told by your eyes,
like me can you see through my disguise?
i hold onto my small amount of pride,
that was gained when you looked satisfied,
i haven't had these feelings for nobody else,
not even for myself.
I die when i hear your lies,
so i can't fully live when i'm by your side,
slowly losing myself when i'm all alone,
only cause of you i was looking wrong.