Refraining from getting used to hearing from you,
cause i've felt leaving is actually something you'd do,
and that is something i can't let kill me,
deep down my gut feeling knows it'll kill me,
no matter what i do the interference grows,
are you actually happy? i'll never truly know,
if you just surprised me and meant when you said,
"i love you baby" layin next to me on my bed,
your brain is the best, freeze it for the future,
lips make diabetics, your kiss is too pure,
no one can understand how much this aches,
each heartbreak is unique just like a snowflake,
let the breeze carry you one night while you sleep,
to my room through my window while i sleep,
place you gently beside me and let out subconscious speak truth,
the only one i would live to be with is you.