Looking back in the past i see i always kept you last,
i never stopped to think of you or why did we begin,
simply just stuck on thing i'd never win,
you were once the antidote to the poison known as life,
now i waste in a cife with any girl to get me by,
refuse to lose myself in an emotion that'd make me die,
to any girl i ever hurt by not letting it continue,
to you i am truly sorry i couldn't see,
a future where you could be with me,
for all my lies i try to let them evaporate,
now i just don't lie, my Grandma used to say,
if what you have to is a lie, then just don't say,
i never meant to be so cold, sure we once,
were able to say we laid together somewhere warm,
only ones i love, i run my fingers along their arm.