I wrote on my update that when it comes to it,
if it ain't you i'd leave immediately after i screwed it,
i lifted my hand after the throw, i knew it,
you grabbed my heart, ripped it out and threw it,
sure i'd rather be hurt by you than anybody else,
and you're the only aid i accepted, responded to my yelps,
you're not ready to know i still smoke cause it helps,
makes me look at you like a tough critic thinking only of myself,
nobodies perfect but you gave me the mental image,
of an angel falling from heavens, now cheer leading my scrimmage,
can't remove your smile from everywhere, i'm timid,
you said "love ya ;)", guess what? i'm with it,
why couldn't you stick around emotionally like you do during my day,
the way we say anything to each other now seems like word play,
on the day of 4 2's you're my Jackie Robinson,
weighing down my thoughts, mind can't handle the ton.