Thought maybe peace was reached passing out from 2 melatonin,
here i am without you falling apart, 3 melatonins and i'm still goin,
maybe this is the way it's supposed to be my rivers done flowin,
without me even knowin the towel you've been throwin,
tired of makin these bullshit excuses and feelin so useless,
tryin to stay by the phone cause your voice erases any blueness,
how was i to know you were my minds tsunami, all ruthless,
kept it respectful reacting with coolness, all along you were the female Judas,
one for the weekend in October and two for my pride,
figuring out if she deserves to stand by my side,
never been happier that i was rejected cause i tried,
when usually i just light a blunt or two and hide,
whats happenin Katherine used to share everything,
i'd be more than lying if i said i knew anything,
why would i quit i know we fit even though it stings,
maybe our emotions will warm up around spring.