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Why do i always feel so nervous just hanging out,
everyone knows that just banging aint what i'm about,
not sure if i'm looking, my eyes are sure open,
but i'm confused if that means i'm hopin,

i'm listenin as hard as i can, still sound deaf,
in the pitch black no thump thump comes from my chest,
cause my heart was taken piece by piece from me,
and there is no one else to blame but me,

i used to smile and never shed a tear,
but that was another man during another year,
tried to sleep forever but all i did was trip,
came back from the in between, no tricks,

so know this, when i say i feel for you,
there is no way you could yet you say you knew,
know this too, it'll be hard but without being insurable,
it's hard to not always be miserable.