I Am My Own Worst Fear

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July 2011

You could say i'm happy, i probably wouldn't agree,
still stuck under the tons upon tons of debris,
friends are all psychic since this they did foresee,
but what friends are they if this came to be,

any who i notice happiness leads to pounds,
and you're looking happier than a rolling clown,
load up my words and empty a few rounds,
turn your world on it's side then flip it upside down,

i guess it's finally happening, i've surely matured,
took a couple shots just so i could get cured,
raised my voice so loud just so i could be heard,
opened up my eyes to see the pain i have endured,

not a skinny looker, belly without drinking beer,
if typsy is a nightmare then i am your worst fear,
understand why no one likes me, that is not unclear,
i give off more pollution than a train engineer.

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"Cause i aint fuckin happy, you don't know shit about me,
i think it started when she said she happier without me,
i really can't blame her cause i'm happier without me,
i don't see what girls are seeing when they say they're all about me..."
Fuck It All by Childish Gambino

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