To think of all the memories we shared,
is a poison i consume daily without care,
only if you were upfront i would let go completely,
instead of slowly dying inside discreetly.
You did a number on me that i can't visualize,
yet this feeling still lingers unfortunately it's minimized.
I see your smile, i feel your touch in the back of my mind,
i lay my head sideways at night so your always right behind mine,
two years months since tears finally hope appears,
cheers to the fears that i'm the one who disappears.