Biggest difference was you wanted a big house, car, twin babies,
All I wanted was you and the rest would have been gravy,
And maybe just maybe I'm a bit happier since the depart,
Sleeping til noon in the same bedroom I once held you and it's long ago broken my heart,
Apart, has it been better without me around?
Not much of a sound on my end, socially cant be found,
Was torn for so long between the boy who wanted to tell you just leave,
And the man who was always there for you, who believed?
I grieved, still do, bit of smiling with less laughs,
Not about what I'm without, happy with what I have,
Here's a new laugh, when I used to always "be on my phone",
Sad truth was no one was ever on the other end, like now I was alone,
Who knew I'd be prone to being afraid of your eyesight
Long enough for you to realize I'm broken and just not right,
Spent nights with Mary Jane, far from the real Mary there,
Still doing us, with Jane hasnt it been getting better here?