Every place i go reminds me of you,
what am i supposed to do?
since our first words to one another i've known i love you,
hoped to meet a girl who wanted to grow with me, truly believed you'd want to.
Is it a blessing or curse not knowing what we could have been?
numb, you kept me in recycling for so long, empty the bin,
i was doing just fine before you ran in,
then slowly and destructively backed out; just to run back in.
Am i to go back and wonder if you meant half what you said, or were just drunk?
you send your final words, my heart ship is sunk,
didn't just leave a little hole, left a huge missing chunk,
ever since we ended i've only felt like junk.
Part of me wishes i never met you in that elevator, avoided all the heartbreak,
wishes i missed out on all the love and smiles just to avoid this incredible heartache,
was it a mistake? my writing is not to be explained,
the words are still the same, just the way you feel them changed.