Wish i knew sooner i was a rental,
just seen that elevator conversation as accidental,
now my mental ocean is anything but gentle,
and i see you as insincere, cantankerous and judgemental,
semi thoughtless, what once felt monumental now feels like a joke,
slept thinking you were affectionate and considerate till i woke
up and tried my best to erase every word you ever spoke,
only my best mistake because you were a reason to not smoke,
this ugly frog can croak, i'm tired of starting over,
sick and tired of always thinking of you, drunk and sober,
maybe it's cause i felt love, a lesson for when i'm older,
never put a warm heart in a headcase that's colder,
you'll always have a shoulder, but for now it's out of use,
should have known you weren't the one sooner and said deuce,
instead i made an excuse why you would choose,
to date me but call me uneducated and miss him... some excuse.