Everlasting bliss and simple clarity,
why do i feel like i only give half of me?
leaving behind a trail of casualties,
how can i be happy suffering from apathy?
Fixing yourself is the hardest,
loving you isn't, not being modest,
ever since May when we started,
i no longer put up walls and feel guarded.
All the love you can give, i appreciate it,
not once with you have i felt manipulated,
always been there to help,
i'll always be there for you and no one else.
Another good night i ruined,
what the fuck am i doin?
instead of creating problems and being one of em,
i'll give you space so i'm none of em.