When I grow up
I want to be Just like you dad
I want to start a family
And have everything you had
I want to read the paper
And work in the garage
And smoke cigarettes
So my lungs fill with tar,
I want the life that you had
But I’d rather not die
Cause when you were gone
It was hard not to cry
But I will keep smoking
And that’s not a lie
Because you never quit
And neither will I
and I love you dad…
I just wish you said bye
I want to be just like u gram gram
Though there’s a hole in your neck,
And now that grandpa’s gone
your whole life is a wreck..
And I miss you a lot
I’m in college now if you forgot
I just wish I could call you
But you cant even talk
You cant even breath
When you go for a walk
but I still want the long life that you lived
though you lost everything you had…
…First smoking took grandpa
….and then it took dad
But you’ll never quit
Like mother like son
You’ll smoke through that hole
Until your hearts says it’s done
I want to be just like those companies
Who used to say
That nicotine wasn’t addictive
Not in any way
and when the results came in
They couldn’t run away
But it was already to late
The cigs were here to stay
So what did they do
The apologized of course
By targeting high school kids
Without feeling any remorse
You have to be strong to kill people
And they pulled it off
By giving the world
A reason to cough
I’m just glad I got to see you
…My beautiful son
For this is the first battle
That your mother has won
See your sister before you
Was already dead
They say she had died
Before the docs saw her head
Her body was limp
And she didn’t even cry
And its your mother’s smoking
That caused her to die
that’s why I’m glad your alive
And that your actually here
But I wont see you grow up
Because I’ve been given a year
But I have some time left
So try not to cry
I just wish you could understand me
so I could say bye…