When I get depressed
The only thing that can supress
My sorrow
Is sleep
It's the only thing that allows
Me to dream
While conscious I am merely trapped
In negativity
Forced down by gravity
My mind doesn't even let me imagine anything beyond
The deep dark desperate thoughts that haunt me
Drown me in my own fears and despair
Leaving me to believe there is hope here or anywhere
How am I to escape this black hole
To find greater worth deep in my soul
It starts with the glimpse of light
The distant star barely in sight
I can not focus on that surrounding me
But hold to the light to come
The one I know can and will in time set me free
And then, Just like in my sleep I can have life goals and dreams.....Finally