I live to better my predicament
to reinvent and compliment
just who i am and why i live and
hope it's not just here to forgive,
i am in a ditch clawing out trying to ignore my doubt it isn't real i force belief and
hope that doubt is for the thief
who steals my emptiness misreading my pain
and thinking i am afraid of the rain
i have no fear only cautiousness that slows me as i do my best.