Addicted to this food to get over all this pain
Chemically unbalancing my shifted brain in vain
The lord is working on me softening to a degree
So he’s able to touch me as all of my fears flee
Weight doesn’t help you in spiritual warfare
Maintenance of your vessel lowers the need for repair
Relaxed in this state from the persona I exude
Request from each encounter to add me when they include
The beauty of this life in their ascent to rise above
The darkness of this life tightening up without a glove
Adding bruises that can heal us into perfected works of art
Shifting hard to clear the pangs that can shatter us apart
Searching high and looking low for the options that can fix
The messes I created while diving into the mix
Adding baggage of this world manifested gel on me
Praying hard to let go of it all and go back to being skinny
The beauty of my thickness is accepted because
It’s draped and adorned to receive applause
I recognize that we all weren’t meant to be thin
But to grasp simple concepts and to inquire within
To change the backwards approaches pursued in this life
To get it right the next time and release all the strife