i see the world shaving itself off my skin
floating and expressing this pain from within
rolling up my smiles
compressing the grief
balling them up
intensifying relief
combustable success
that explodes in my face
if i am too slow to yield to His grace
rotating track of cheesing and grinning
can only be good with positivity spinning
helping to iron the goodness together
and scotch guard my gifts so that they can weather
*any storm
every occurance
i am getting in shape to strengthen my endurance
inside and out...digging and lunging
releasing this hurt as my soul gets plunging
emancipating rottenness that turns the sky blue
congregates rain clouds that remind me of you
replacing the pain with the perfection that we had
i begin to remember not to be sad
step to the front and raise up my hand
exuding renewed sweetness, no longer hurt and bland
from convoluted relations built up to fall down
i am painted in the mural in an evening gown
gracefully filled with favor and love
beaming this light filtered brightly from above
clearing my pangs and inviting rejuvenation
of this weary soul bringing blessings with resonation
of magnitudes unseen