thought your love would set me free
from dealing with insanity
eating all the sense from me
questioning fidelity
knocking on my door at night
know that i turned off the light
blocked the phone calls from my sight
i just know somethings not right
or is this sharp anxiety
the jolt for me to end my day
wrapped in your arms, never to stray
allowing it to be ok
i don't want to let it go
cuz i really want to know
when our bond will really grow
as we stick so very close
baby wrap me in your arms
feel me deep, know the alarms
that make me sense when there is harm
jumpstart this heart and keep it warm
volley this mind with the inner most thought
squash these feelings so distraught
reciprocation is what i want
releasing the pain that haunts
suppression of the inner me
the me that i try not to see
you seem to know her intricately
would you mind introducing her, please?
i took those requests to stay in the bed
when inside me the opposite signs could be read
allowing the doubt to go on widespread
indulging my fear of looking ahead
afraid to map out a new direction
dealing with disconnection
adding the these self corrections
unnoticed by the mirror's reflection