i never cared about how i looked when my babies died
2 holes in my head from the way that i tried
praying all the while over the deadly drive
to save our lives as we took our dive
He saved only me and my middle child
this choice of my Lord still drives me wild
1 hole in the front from the pavement crack
1 hole on the top tore my scalp to the back
i never thought too deep into what i had said
bout losing my seed yielding holes in my head
and when it happened i didn't care
if the hideous sight would make people stare
i simply see my babies 3
gone from me while i couldn't see
i opened my eyes and had 1left
who grew in a day living through theft
no children to play no babies who laugh
only adults nearby who unleash my wrath
i embrace my survivor who's witnessed the pain
i fill her with sunshine and replace the rain
don't care how i look as i fill her with hope
cuz i'm still alive to help her cope
this life is too short to go thru it and worry
am i cute am i fine meanwhile you get buried
they worry bout that when they stretch you all out
so while you are here just learn praise and shout
make change in the aspects of your soul that you can
cuz your changes influence your fellow man and display your betterment