what's Real

i never cared about how i looked when my babies died



2 holes in my head from the way that i tried



praying all the while over the deadly drive



to save our lives as we took our dive



He saved only me and my middle child



this choice of my Lord still drives me wild



1 hole in the front from the pavement crack



1 hole on the top tore my scalp to the back



i never thought too deep into what i had said



bout losing my seed yielding holes in my head



and when it happened i didn't care



if the hideous sight would make people stare



i simply see my babies 3



gone from me while i couldn't see



i opened my eyes and had 1left



who grew in a day living through theft



no children to play no babies who laugh



only adults nearby who unleash my wrath



i embrace my survivor who's witnessed the pain



i fill her with sunshine and replace the rain



don't care how i look as i fill her with hope



cuz i'm still alive to help her cope



this life is too short to go thru it and worry



am i cute am i fine  meanwhile you get buried



they worry bout that when they stretch you all out



so while you are here just learn praise and shout



make change in the aspects of your soul that you can



cuz your changes influence your fellow man and display your betterment  


Author's Notes/Comments: 

not done...WIP

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