On earth and beyond your dutiful spirit
Echoes through time, Am I the only one to hear it, to feel it?
I think not and you know
So you speak, softly, carefully, lovingly
Say it my love, whatever you
Think needs to be said
Say it through me, my muse
My closest link to GOD, my child
And I will listen and I will follow
And I will continue to do and care
As always my face
My link to understanding
Reluctant to say that day and today
But you have no fears-none left at least
I am in you and you will always be in me
Release it all so you can feel as free as you are
As I have always asked please reveal
No more secrets for us, for my heart is still
Breaking more everyday just knowing
There’s so much more that was to be done
And that choosing to keep you near
Makes me the responsible, loving, needing, selfish one
Selfish in that I could not bear
For me to be here
And you to be anywhere else
But I know you understand cuz we’re close in ways no one would ever comprehend
My first, my face, my life changing treasure…
In death all I can do is pray you find your voice, strong and true
Express it all, no holding back….
We both know that our bond has always allowed complete expression in everyway
I believe you’re trying to save me
And can only say that in your elevation you’ve evolved to womanhood fully
And your strong spirit transcends all hardships, depression, floats my spirit, carries Jessica and guided Papi.
It amazes me how you learned your lessons so fast.
I know you’d be here if you hadn’t been sucked from my bosom,
But I realize that it was the intended manner and GOD makes no mistakes.
He knew no other manner would have kept me intact and you so near,
My angel in baby blue….