why treat me like something to do
when you feel like you need to screw
your mentality on straight,
through intense sexuality that reverberates
from the edge of who you think i am
your idea of me is a sham
touching u watching me on cam
your fantasies manifest wham bam thanku ma'am
it's over before i know it's began
naive and caught up once again
by one of the many #1 fans
who thinks that only he can
why treat me like something to do
on the days that u've done all u can do
exhausted and oozing energy that's better used
trying to figure out why you're confused
why you feel you need to cuss
at my utter disapproval and disgust
deciphering the difference between beauty and lust
one day you will get it as all of us must
enjoy the sights and experience my highs
learn the reasons behind my cries
pay honest attention to my whys
without injecting your lies
why you treat me like something to do
when there's nothing else left to do
didn't you know i am more than you can chew
and then act like you're through?
too deep in the mind soul and heart
to ladylike to ever share my precious work of art
and that would be why i act so tart
seen too much stuff to want to start
being used like tissue wiped up and thrown away
or letting go of my beliefs and carelessly going astray
you being different from the rest doesn't make it okay
i am taking charge of me today