Rolling up these notions and breaking down thoughts
Of why I am sitting here looking distraught
Remembering things that went on in my past
Hoping and praying that this pain will not last
It lashed me like steel and it ripped into my soul
And it has me here crying and filling these holes
So afraid of the method that runs in my veins
That I saw on that blessed day that it rained
Divine expression my comfort even to this day
I know that revenge does swell up and can feign
The real sense of truth I prone to deliver
So I pray not to be the giver of one sliver
I pick up my real gifts and throw that one away
Doesn’t help being nasty and it isn’t the way
To step up in this life and show love or to grow
And it’s not who I am, doesn’t fit in my goal
So I am here to step up
The times are getting tough